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October 26th, 2006

12:16 pm - Bored at uni.. The Phantom of the Opera is there, inside your mind Recents thoughts... Am so loving: those purple coloured bottlebrushes, they're so pretty (We only have the standard red variety at home..) also Amanda Palmer, jatz biscuits, Frontline and the Delai Lama/Buddhism. And that part at the end of the Phatom of the Opera where Emmy Rossum (wearing see through lace dress) walks up the stairs to arrive on the bridge singing "When will the flames at last, consume us" is really freakin sexy. Definately got a couple of re-winds in my viewing the other night... Almost finished uni.. for the year.. trying to organise honours is a pain in the ass, especially when you want to do your own project. Have sent about a gazzillion emails in the last few days.. And did you know that Deanne Condon-Paoloni (which she is widely known as) actually answers her phone as Deanne Paoloni.. what is that all about?! My mind is in disarray... Also have a headache from sitting under the flurescent lights at uni, staring at a computer screen and knowing i should be editing my report. And i have to wait another 2 hours to meet w Judy.. gah. There's only so much time you can spend on myspace before you decide that its a piece of shit (well actually had already decided that...) Arrgh I swear that when we go to the caravan we're gona sit and think about nothing, talk about nothing and play that cool-sounding playdoh pictionary game. Possibly while drunk. Current Mood: Gah cold feet... Current Music: Let's Twist Again- Chubby Checker (the man...)

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September 12th, 2006

08:21 pm - You are the dancing queen... Al Gore is so cool. He was on Enough Rope last night, and was friggin awesome. I mean, he's actually intelligent! Man I wish he had won the election... the world would be a different place today that's for sure. Am starting to get kinda excited about my birthday.. 3 days away.. but it's not like i'll have any pressies to wake up to. I used to love it when i was little, and you'd come out and there'd be presents all wrapped up on the table! But it's ok, you tend to be ok with lack of presents when you get older. And yes, I am now widely published (according to Olly/Glen) with my article appearing in the Tert. I got me a special advance copy last week, it was a bit exciting. My grandad insisted on reading it, so I made him promise not to be mad at me cos of the swearing in it. Lol. He read the rest of it, too, even though i tried to steal it back. Im thinking he was fairly disgusted (btw did anyone recognise Taylor at the bondage workshop??!). At least he didn't read any of the ones that annelise edited. They were much ruder. Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Heaven is a place on earth

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September 10th, 2006

07:41 pm Stace! I didn't think you'd have time to be reading my journal... lol now i feel like a dumbass for posting about my bouncy hair.. you shouldn't have to read boring crap like that when you're overseas! But i can't guarantee there won't be more boredom ahead :) I think we are chanelling each other.. Picadilly indeed. Yours is way better tho.. it's like you get to have the exciting life and i have the v mundane boring parallel! Did you run through the pigeons? We did when we were there... it was shortlived fun.. Anyway, today was my nanna's anniversary. I can't believe it's been so long. Worst friggin year of my life started a year ago.. i wonder if that means things will look up? We didn't do anything special, since we always go to church and lakeside on sundays anyway. But i bought some new fake flowers cos the old ones were looking rather old and dirty. So that is what i spent my inherited $20 from Stace on.. how exciting. What else? Am currently arguing w Adam about his party- he had dibs on the Hideaway first blah blah blah. Get over it dude! I got in first.. but he still might have his there.. Also excited about my birthday (its in 4 days from tommorrow!) and Sleepy Jackson.. But not so exciting is the lack of uni work... well ive done stuff this wkend but im still monumentally behind :( Oh, but people are organising another Pop ball for this year which is exciting! I'll be able to wear stevies party dress.. (and hopefully refrain from expelling the contents of my stomach on it! :S). And i had a dream about Brad the other night. Lol. He is still cute, even though he chopped off his curly hair. But Seth is way hotter. Anyway i guess that's it. Stace if you're reading this, Big hug and wave from me!! And i spose anyone else reading this can have a hug and wave too! :) Current Mood: blah Current Music: Love Me Do- The Beatles

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September 8th, 2006

07:06 pm - Bouncy Bouncy Today i have bouncy hair. I dont know why. But i do. I tied it into a pony when it was wet cos i had to go into piccadilly (the most exciting of exciting places), and for some reason it dried bouncy. Like you know in the movies when the girls have these curly bouncy ponytails? Well that is my hair today. I cant stop throwing my head around. And bouncing. Yay for bouncy hair. Thats pretty much all I've got... Bounce Bounce. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Enough- Faker

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September 6th, 2006

09:17 pm - I had vegemite toast for dinner... Well i've spent a v productive day designing my birthday invitations. Isn't it funny how something so trivial could take up so many hours?? Mostly i was just screwing around with the colours... but im so over it that i'm done. Yay! But i have a sneaking suspicion if i try to print them all we will run out of ink :( I also watched an episode of Buffy, and did some transcribing for my aunty (possibly the worst job EVER!) Someone kill me if i ever suggest doing interviews for a project. So that brings my uni work for today to about 2-3 hours which is sooo much less than is required at this stage. Blah. Uni sux. Bring on the holidays. I'm so bored and unispired that i couldn't be bothered to cook. My grandad got fed up waiting for dinner and went to bed at 6.30. Whoops. I am quite possibly in trouble. Oh well. Just another shit thing to add to my shity life. I think i might go to bed now, because i couldn't be bothered to do anything else. Pls note: Previous references to blenders were not 'Oh-so-subtle' hints to my friends regarding my birthday present. I think the fam will get me a blender, they won't be able to think of anything else to get me anyway. So sorry, you're not off the hook regarding birthday presents :) Lol I'm not going to say 'i don't want anything.. just the pleasure of your company' like most people say when it's their bday. That would be a lie! I am hoping to get something for my bday :) But it doesn't worry me... you know me, anything is cool to me. It's gotta be better than the 3 bars of soap my uncle bought me one year :S Current Mood: blah Current Music: World upon your shoulders- silverchair

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September 4th, 2006

05:59 pm - Crikey! Thought i should begin with an ode to Steve Irwin, who got stung by a stingray today and died. Oh Steve! Why did you leave us? You could have gone on to make many more bad movies and immigration ads... although i have to say that you were probably lucky to be alive so long as it is.. if it wasn't a stingray it would've been a crocodile or snake or something. I used to love watching the crocodile hunter on TV all those years ago.. it was like the show of my childhood (well.. almost). Stevie and i were gobsmacked when we heard it on the radio this arvo.. i actually feel quite sad... But i'm sure his memory will live on :) Ok, so now to the rest of my day... Stace is gone! We went to see her off at the airport this morn... Gone away to London for her contiki tour where she will probably consume much alcohol and not remember anything... in fact she could stay in London and the guides could show slides of all the countries and she'll be so tanked she'll think she was actually there :P. I really can't believe she's gone.. after all the talking and planning.. gone! But only for 6 months.. it won't be that long, except if she meets Alfonzo in Spain and decides to stay in Europe and have many sexy half bogan half spanish children together :) It was a bit tearful at the airport this morn, i didn't cry until she walked away and through customs. We all started to cry then.. tear. We wanted her to come back through the door, but alas she did not. In other news from today, I booked my birthday shindig (aka dinner) at the Hideaway Cafe in W'gong... i liked it cos it has outdoor seating, BYO and entertainment every thurs (we've got some old dude who has a penchant for Bon Jovi apparently.. good times!) I'm sorta looking forward to my birthday this year.. i feel like i have to make up for 2 years worth since last year didn't feel like a birthday at all.. i wonder if i'll get a blender? Current Mood: Poor Steve! Current Music: Fuck Forever- Babyshambles

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August 26th, 2006

12:36 pm - Die Scalpers Die This is the article i wrote for the new and improved edition of the Tert. It's not that great, but it was something to do. And i think it helped me vent my rage :) Die Scalpers, Die!!! Scalper: A vulture who hordes tickets with the express aim of making rip-off profits, which in turn deprives and breaks the heart of genuine fans who can’t afford the inflated prices. I am really friggin’ pissed off. But before we explore why that is, I would like you to do something. Imagine something or someone that you really really really love. I mean hug-your-pillow-at-night-thinking-of-them, find-out-where-they-live-and-sit-across-the-road-in-a-panel van-with-binoculars type love. It could be Michael Buble. It could be Paris Hilton. It could even be that air guitar guy who occasionally likes to dance around on the Unibar stage with a bad 80s mullet wig. Whoever it is, imagine that this person/team is doing a live show. Are you pretty darn excited about the concept of seeing them perform just for you? I thought so. So tickets go on sale on a certain day, at a certain time, and you think “It’ll be cool, I’ll go and get me some after my class... Last year they took 4 days to sell, I’m sure they won’t sell out in a few hours”. So now imagine your horror and dismay when you find out that by the time you’ve arrived, bright-eyed and eager at the ticket window, the tickets have been snapped up and the gig is officially sold out. It’s a piece of shit, isn’t it? Homebake 06 went on sale at 9am this morning. By 2pm when I arrived at the ticket window, every ticket was gone. By 3.30 there were 10 listings on EBay selling Homebake tickets. I have no doubt that this will increase substantially in the near future. Some were even selling up to 11 tickets, even though there was a limit of 6 per person. A Homebake ticket retailed at $75 plus fees/charges. The ‘Buy It Now’ prices on EBay currently start at $155, and 2 tickets have sold for $425!!. Is it just me or is that fucking ridiculous? Scalpers are the lowest of the low. They are pond scum that deserve to be locked up in a Woomera detention centre (along with every Liberal Party politician and those people who hose their concrete driveway) and subjected to Girlband and Yasmin’s Getting Married for the rest of eternity. The asylum seekers can run free- the real offenders are sitting on their computers right now, checking on their EBay account and rubbing their hands with glee. In the past EBay has defended people’s rights to on-sell tickets. They reckon that tickets should be treated like other consumer goods - if you've bought and paid for it, you should be able to resell it. Yes, it’s true that technically EBay can’t stop people from selling their tickets online (and I’m sure they make quite a few bucks out of ticket selling too), even though it breaches the terms and conditions of ticket sale. Many believe that introducing universal legislation that forbids reselling at higher prices should be a priority for the government, but at the moment I guess they’re too preoccupied with finding new ways to cut people’s Centrelink benefits and force children into mandatory detention. Or better still, event organisers should do what Splendour in the Grass did this year: tickets had names on them and patrons had to produce photo ID to get in. And yes, many people believe that scalping is just capitalising on an opportunity (it’s mostly scalpers that believe this). Some call it entrepreneurial. I call it morally and socially bankrupt. What kind of sick people go out and buy as many tickets as they can so they can make a buck at the expense of music lovers? I don’t know how these people can have a social conscience. Indeed, when I put it to an eBay seller last night that he didn’t have one, he replied that his conscience was “just fine where it was”. Up yours platinumtix. C’mon people, stop bidding on these items! Those assholes raced out, bought a shitload of tickets and are now ripping you off! If scalpers can’t find people willing to facilitate their dirty trade, this business will stop and we will all be able to enjoy appropriate prices for concerts, festivals and events. And for those scalpers among you, a word of warning: when I take over Australia and bring you all to justice, you can look forward to long hot days behind the razor wire, being periodically beaten by the guards and watching Big Brother reruns with Amanda Vanstone. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: F*ck Authority- Pennywise

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August 14th, 2006

08:27 pm Don't really have a lot to say... so i thought that Sheena Easton could do my talking for me while i dance around the room singing v loudley and cousin Pat looks at me like i am a v strange person. I'm not, am i? I wake up every mornin' I stumble out of bed Stretchin' and yawnin' Another day ahead It seems to last forever And time goes slowly by 'Til babe and me's together Then it starts to fly 'Cos the moment that he's with me Time can take a flight The moment that he's with me Everything's alright Night time is the right time We make love Then it's his and my time We take off My baby takes the morning train He works from nine till five and then He takes another home again To find me waitin' for him My baby takes the morning train He works from nine till five and then He takes another home again To find me waitin' for him He takes me to a movie Or to a restaurant, to go Slow dancing Anything I want Only when he's with me I catch a light Only when he gives me Makes me feel alright My baby takes the morning train He works from nine till five and then He takes another home again To find me waitin' for him All day I think of him Dreamin' of him constantly I'm crazy mad for him And he's crazy mad for me (Crazy mad for me) When he steps off that train I'm makin' a fool, a fight Work all day to earn his pay So we can play all night My baby takes the morning train He works from nine till five and then He takes another home again To find me waitin' for him He's always on that morning train (He works from nine till five and then) He works so hard (He takes another home again) To find me waiting for him (My baby takes the morning train) Oh Yeah... They should have played Sheena at 80s Night.. Current Mood: excited Current Music: Karma Chameleon- Culture Club

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August 13th, 2006

02:29 pm - Me... I was thinking about myself (:)) as I walked, and thinking about what makes me. About how I am this strange hybrid person (although, to be fair most people I know are of a hybrid nature) with all these conflicting sides to me. For example There is the part of me that likes getting dressed up and looking pretty. This is the same part that cries during the notebook, Seachange and even Supernanny and wishes that I could sing and dance like Olivia Newton-John. This is the part of me that just wants to live happily ever after with my eric/shang-like prince charming. Then there’s this total opposite part of me that just doesn’t give a fuck what people think, and I think that it would be so boring to marry and settle down in the suburbs with my prince charming. I think I’d like to have a little more fun and adventure than that in my life. I like to leave the house without doing my hair, I’d prefer to wear an old tshirt and shorts than nice jeans and layered tops and beads and all that shit. I like nothing more than to get up the front of the moshpit and get the shit bashed out of me, and I really don’t understand why people care if their fly is undone. And I wish I had blue hair and many peircings. This is probably my most predominant side but my more subdued side usually convinces me to act more normally than I’d like :) Then there’s my laid back hippy side that would just love to sit around and smoke weed and listen to music and drive a kombi (if I ever learn to drive, im driving a kombi) and do yoga on the beach. Quite often I give in to this side of me, and don’t do anything at all except what I want to do, and then suddenly a few weeks later im like ‘shit’ and then I get to stress cos I haven’t done anything! And then there’s my geeky, sci fi loving side that gets upset when I miss an ep of Dr Who (only cos Anthony was in it!), and who has every buffy episode on tape lined up in my room. I love to watch the X Files, hell I did an English extention major assignment on the X Files. I sometimes lurk on forums to discuss nerdy things like whether Angel or Spike is the better vampire, and I have attended a Buffy convention. I am not ashamed of any of this, cos I think that slight geeks are way cooler than everyone else but I do find that it sortof clashes with some of the other sides of me… And so I think I would describe me as some sort of weird hybrid person that often feels a certain way about things but then other parts of me say ‘no, you can’t do that’ and so I don’t. And I don’t like it! I wish I was more homogenous and would just think ‘im doing this and noone can stop me’.. but at the same time I think it’s good not to be able to be put into one box, even though a lot of people who don’t know me probably do put me in a single box (marked: Boring and plain!). Meh, its good having lots of different interests and sides but sometimes I just wish I was stronger to resist that crappy part of me that cares what people think, occasionally tries to look nice and can’t even stand up to my mum when she tells me to cover up my shirt that has a baby’s pierced face on it to wear to church. Bugger that! Current Mood: Annoyed at myself Current Music: Believer- Ben Kweller

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August 11th, 2006

06:18 pm Just a quick update... Last night was really fun, even though the place wasn't exactly 'pumping'. Yay for winning best costume, Yay for Stevie talking to Seth and Yay for lizzy surviving her first casual hook up in about 2 years! But whether i'll have the guts to take it any further is another question entirely! I would so dearly love to be outgoing, and take the risk of randomly turning up at the gathering tommorrow but i just don't know if i can! I am, generally speaking, a bit of a social retard. Plus i'll miss Dr Who :P I suppose i could tape it. The thing is, i don't really want to go- i just want a quiet night in at home with apple pie and icecream and Dr Who and my mum... But i feel like a total loser for wanting that. Considering i am still young and spritely, it could be argued that i should go out and have fun while i still can! I just don't know. I shall sleep on it and see how it all pans out. Went for a long walk today down to Towradgi Beach.. i had quite a lot of thoughts (most of them total crap) but i shall write about them when im not in the middle of making dinner :) Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Universally Speaking- RHCP

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August 8th, 2006

07:55 pm - The Journalist's Guide to Sexing Up Schoolies I would so dearly love to contribute to the media's condemnation and shock over all the sex-romp, drunken orgy like behaviour that goes on at schoolies (anyone remember our schoolies? Less orgy, more Monopoly.. kinda sad really) but thought i'd settle in posting some of this ever so helpful guide, so that if anyone wanted to do just that... well here it is :) The Journalist's Guide to Sexing Up Schoolies THE GREAT THING about writing articles about kids is that you can spin any angle you like on them, and they're TOO YOUNG AND POWERLESS to present a counter-argument! They're a superb target. I mean, where will they find a public forum in which to disagree with you? Their school magazine? Nope, not even there – they've just LEFT school! Well done, you've beaten them! That means you can write a lavish spread about Schoolies and call it something like, "Schoolies Sex Rites", or "Binge Drink Chaos at Schoolies", or whatever else you might make up. The fact is, you DON'T need to go. Everyone knows what happens there, so just write about that: an entire generation of school leavers, thousands of ordinary Australians who've grown up for the last 18 years leading normal lives under their parents' guidance, immediately turn into SAVAGE HARD-DRINKING SEX ADDICTS the instant they put down their biros. That's right. "Pens down," the examiner says, and then wahay! It's erections all round and the slabs are torn out of the fridge. Farewell, products of standard parenting in suburbia… and hello, SATAN'S GROUPIES! Remember to quote one local resident saying something disapproving about Schoolies. Some elderly hotel owner named Reg would do nicely. You may also wish to find some SEX STATISTICS to back up your tale. They'll really lend weight to your writing, especially considering people are always so honest when answering sex surveys. SEX STATISTICS seem to come out in newspapers once every few months or so, and in Cosmopolitan magazine once every month. The great thing about SEX STATISTICS is that whenever they're published, they're always completely amazing. We're always astonished by HOW MUCH SEX everyone's having. It's unbelievable that SO MANY people are having SO MUCH SEX. And the incredible statistics therefore get pride of place in their publication. What's really FASCINATING about this is that if the statistics were TRUE, and everyone really WAS having that much sex, then the statistics wouldn't astonish us at all. We'd all just say, "Well yes, that makes sense, we all do have lots of sex, I mean I certainly do, and so does everyone I know, so those statistics are clearly true", and then the survey results would get buried away in a small text box somewhere in the middle of the paper, or perhaps discarded in favour of statistics about how many people are buying houses at the moment. But the statistics AREN'T buried in the middle of the paper – so therefore they MUSTN'T be true! NEVERTHELESS, we're STILL completely amazed by them! SEX STATISTICS somehow survive that PARADOX of being both self-evidently false and yet also amazing, and so they continue to intrigue us and make us feel cruelly left out from the ever-unfolding orgy that's so obviously pullulating around us. By the time you've read this far into The Journalist's Guide to Sexing Up Schoolies™, you'll have finished writing a HUGELY REVEALING SCOOP on the debauched character of our young people. Congratulations! Crraaazzzyyyy! Current Mood: silly Current Music: Minds Eye- Wolfmother

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August 6th, 2006

08:35 pm - A little poll to see who's paying attention... Poll #786825 I'm rather bored at the moment... Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 4 Who is the sexiest? View Answers Diver Dan 1 (25.0%) Max Connors 1 (25.0%) The Doctor 1 (25.0%) Spike 0 (0.0%) Dr Phil 1 (25.0%) Worst baby name... View Answers Coco 0 (0.0%) Apple 1 (25.0%) Shilough Nouvel 0 (0.0%) Fifi-Trixibelle 1 (25.0%) Aurora 2 (50.0%) Coolest member of The Chaser team.. View Answers Chris 1 (25.0%) Craig 0 (0.0%) Julian 0 (0.0%) Andrew 2 (50.0%) Chas 1 (25.0%) Diver Dan Chris wout his shirt.. Brokeback style More Brokeback fun.. Can you tell i have no life?? Don't answer that question! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Sukie in the graveyard- Belle and Sebastian

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August 4th, 2006

04:11 pm - When the wet comes down you'll be swimming like a shark Well today was very exciting.. we took the VCR back to the good guys and got ourselves another.. and i managed to hook it up myself (if you were to ever look behind our tv, it is a very complicated mess)... and it plays stuff! I guess that's really what you want in a VCR so yay. But i have a feeling that it will still be slightly psycho.. it will lull me into a false sense of security and then suddenly stop playing Buffy and Seachange. Also i have to say that the weather is really crappy at the moment.. it is so dreary, it's hard to be happy and optimistic when you can't even go for a walk outside. But it is kindof cosy inside.. i would really like to curl up in my bed with a hot water bottle and a book. But my room is so messy i don't even like being in it for long.. i wish it would clean itself. But that hasn't happened as yet, and i'm not holding my breath. But that's another thing i can't seem to do on miserable days.. work of any kind. Like i should be doing my liturature review. But i couldn't be assed. And i know i'll regret it later on, but i just can't do it. In our class yesterday Deanne (Condon Paoloni) brought the honours students (including katie rampling! gah!) from the yr above in to talk about it to us about it... im still not sure, but i'm starting to lean towards doing it. But i had no idea that you don't have to do it straight after this year.. you can graduate and come back later and do it, and it's still classed as undergraduate.. freaky huh?! But anyway i still have a little while to decide... At the moment i just want to move somewhere completely random and alien after this year and do something different. Like Darwin. Or Belgium. Or the Torres Strait. Or Venezuela (I have always wanted to go there for some reason..) I guess i'll have to think about it.. Also in class yesterday, i realised that i can't stand most of the people i hang around with from uni (not that i ever see them outside class.. thank god!)... Cat looks at me like i'm an alien life form (maybe she's onto something??) and Vanessa just completely ignores me as though i don't exist.. Cat: You going to Eskimo Joe, liz? Me: Nah, i've seen em a couple of times, kinda over them.. Cat: Yeah i don't really like them either Me: But i'm going to Youth Group w a bunch of my friends.. Cat: (gives withering look).. well i saw them at BDO, wasn't very impressed..i don't like them Me: starts to say 'yeah i saw them too.. i like a lot of their songs...' but she gives me an evil so i just stop talking.. Cat: I'm going to see Bob Evans tommorrow night, with Bertie Blackman at the Annandale Me: Cool, yeah i really like Bertie Blackman Cat: completely ignores me and starts talking about bertie blackman w nicole.. Cat: And the tickets were so cheap, only $18.. Me: Yeah the annandale is usually pretty cheap.. it's just kindof far to go.. Cat: gives another withering look so i just shut up.. There were many other conversations like that throughout the class... i just sat behind her fantasising about slapping her face hard and pulling her ponytail... that girl thinks she's so good.. it's all 'i went to', 'i saw' and she really looks down on you.. she even managed to look down on me when having a conversation about absolut vodka... god i hate her. And she's doing honours next yr, which sounds like a pretty good reason not to do it!! Die! Ok.. deep breaths... i'm ok. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Make you feel better- RHCP

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August 3rd, 2006

08:20 pm - I am gonna make it through this year, if it kills me Well i think everything worked out ok. Friends are speaking again (hopefully it will last), i am feeling sick from eating too much icecream, and the VCR's stuffing up again. Yep, back to normal. I was thinking about today, and how i had forgotten how to be happy. And it scares me, to think how low i got over the past few months. Who would have thought that i would do some of the things i did. Who would have thought that i would feel so worthless and crap.. and who would have thought that a stupid guy would be the cause. I think the worst is over now... which means it can only get better from here! I'd also like to take this oppertunity to say that if anyone ever reads my journal (even occasionally) could they write me a comment occasionally??? Sometimes people have said they read it, but im severely lacking in the comment department.. am i that boring?! So comments = much appreciated. Except if noone ever reads this, in which case i'm writing this to myself! :( Can't say that i have much else to add, except that i really hope that life doesn't throw too many obsticles my way in the next little while.. need time to recover from months of hell. Geez, i can't imagine what it must be like for people with REAL problems! I once knew a girl In the years of my youth With eyes like the summer All beauty and truth In the morning I fled Left a note and it read Someday you will be loved. I cannot pretend that I felt any regret Cause each broken heart will eventually mend As the blood runs red down the needle and thread Someday you will be loved You'll be loved you'll be loved Like you never have known The memories of me Will seem more like bad dreams Just a series of blurs Like I never occurred Someday you will be loved You may feel alone when you're falling asleep And everytime tears roll down your cheeks But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet Someday you will be loved I hope so.... Could this be him?? :) Current Mood: good

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July 30th, 2006

04:40 pm - You can't find nothing at all, if there was nothing there all along Ummm.... Stace lost the voucher. So our night out pretty much consisted of drinking at kara's whilst watching Jackass and making up rude sentences on her fridge. And then going to Bourbon St. Oh yeah. Was ok, except the only single ones among us (ie me n Stace) were the only ones that guys were not hitting on. So unfair. Also i missed Dr Who. I know, tragedy. Well it was the one with Anthony! That i ranted about, got excited about.. and then forgot about. :( But yay for Homebake! So excited about the lineup- especially Bjorn Again... best ever. And Parklife too... good times ahead methinks. But probably lots of crap ones too. Like when i am so screwed for doing no uni work. Yeah. Haven't watched Buffy in ages... think i'm going through withdrawls. But have sort of replaced it with Seachange. But i'll probably get sick of that soon enough and head back to Buffy. But god i love Diver Dan... cried so hard when watching the episode where he leaves town for the Gallapagis (Don't think that's how you spell it..) Islands. Tear. But yay for Max. Sexy sexy man. I guess that's it really. Think i will get back to reading Charles Dickens... i'd be watching Seachange but i get in trouble for watching it too much :) Current Mood: weird Current Music: What Sarah Said- Death Cab For Cutie

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July 24th, 2006

07:30 pm - Looking through the backyard of my life, time to sweep the fallen leaves away Paul McCartney said that... reckon it is definately time to sweep away the dead leaves.. but i think my rake is broken. Or missing. Or maybe i just don't want to sweep them up. Cos i know it's cold and rainy outside, and it's easier to sit inside all rugged up and pretend the leaves aren't there. And then it comes to the end of autumn and the leaves have taken over the garden. And they're all wet and smelly. Ok, enough with the leave analagy. What else.... oh im very boring today. As opposed to other days, when i'm ever so interesting... I hate this weather. It makes me even more depressed than i already am. At least when the sun's out there is a little hope for the world. Someone remind me never to move to Scandanavia, or England or some other suitably grey place. Why isn't life fun anymore? Current Mood: Tired of it all Current Music: Hoppipolka- Sigur Ros

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July 23rd, 2006

07:20 pm - And we dance on the ashes of what's left Dianne's going away party at Nth Gong last night. Good times. But not with scary drunk guys groping and mauling me n Stace. But we went for kebabs (at the REAL Ahmed's), and met a guy dressed as Ned Kelly and saw some people partying on down up the top of Tea'se me Emporium with a green laser. Woo. Have spent weekend trying to help mum with a response to a complaint some WANKER psychologists has made against her. I seriously want to find his office, go there and kick him REALLY hard where it hurts. Am now very buggered from trying to do this response (wanker has 8 page complaint with 40 dot points- too much time on his hands if you ask me) and so my mum's response sits at 12 pages currently. WANKER. ASSHOLE. DICKHEAD. STUPID GUY. That's all i got- too tired. Also haven't done any of lit review for project. Am gonna be in trouble, can see it now. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Because I Love You- The Master's Apprentices

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July 21st, 2006

03:12 pm - Now I've Got A Heavy Heart... You Am I last night. Was suitably rocking. Quite enjoyed the music, although was pretty tired and shitty. But i made some new friends (yay for new friends). Also my VCR died. And hopefully went to VCR heaven. Well i only played it the best.. Buffy, Pride and Prejudice, Seachange... it was a happy VCR i'm sure. Now have new VCR. Shiny and pretty but not the same quality. They just don't make them like they used to. Started project work. Hate it already. Too much like hard work. Oh wait it is. Wish i was backpacking in Europe with studly yet sensitive boy (Am not implying that Olly is either of these things..)- did recieve two postcards. One with Marijuana leaves on front, other with penises. Good old Kara. Wish i was lying on a beach somewhere tropical, sipping a cocktail whilst hunky man fed me grapes. Wish i was anywhere but in this room, cold and alone listening to Renee Gayer. Why, incidently am i listening to Renee? It's on the Seachange soundtrack. Plus happen to think she is kindof cool. In saying that realise am totally un cool. Oh well, have come to terms with fact that am complete loser. But sometimes wish i wasn't. Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Renee Gayer- I Scare Myself

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July 16th, 2006

02:11 pm - Here comes the bride... LOL the 'hen's night' was a spectacular success... It was so much fun. It was either 'congratulations' or 'you're making the worst mistake of your life' all night... We had such a ball. Dancing and drinking at the Glasshouse and Rustys.. and we kept it up all night, even when people such as a girl from Stace's french class was like 'no way, are you for real?' Best Ever. Too bad Stevie's perfect record went down.. or should i say came up?! I knew it would eventually... too bad dude! Still lasted much longer than any of us... What else? Visit to grandparents in Morisset... not very exciting but nice to see them. Had to put up with lots of bagging of my dad (never trust a vegetarian!), lamenting over loss of ex boyfriend (what's so fucking great about him anyway???), discussion on my parents' divorce and long stories of all their health problems and recent visits to the doctor in the misguided vain that i'm studying to be a doctor/dietician person. Well i guess that's about it- thought i had to present to work 2mo but turns out i don't so yay for doing nothing! Or more of nothing... might go in and hang out with people who are back at uni and actually have to do something... :) Current Mood: Rather cheerful Current Music: Silver Lizard- Tumbleweed

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July 11th, 2006

07:58 pm - My Foul! Ok am way too buggered to write much.. yes i am exhausted after staying up and drinking passion pop and watching movies (and eating brownies and spiders) until 2.30. What am i, 80 years old? I should be able to go all night and then some.. tear. What we watched: Some of Strictly Ballroom (the good bits), The Little Mermaid, Bride and Prejudice and Dirty Dancing.. please note this selection was due to Steph, who turns out to be a remote and movie watching (and brownie) Nazi. We also planned Stacey's wonderous practice hens night that will occur tommorrow night at the Glasshouse in town. Could there be anywhere classier to stage a hen's night?! Well thats all i got. Feeling rather insane that we are going to have a fake hen's night tommorrow night. At the Glasshouse. With veils and feather boas and stuff. Scary thought. I'm thinking copious amounts of alcohol. Lets hope Stace can find herself and 'engagement' ring! Current Mood: Buggered Current Music: Turn The Beat Around- Gloria Estefan

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